Warning!!! citer basi...jgn makan.

note: this post was one of the drafts i wrote some time ago. and i mean a looooong time ago. Waaayyy BEFORE i move back to my hometown...on the 21st of July, 2009. yes, that old. never got around to actually publishing it until now. so it's old news ok, people. just bear with me here...=p

things i'm absolutely gonna miss:

1. The breakfast routine...

i know sumtimes we get tired of doing the same thing over and over...tapi im definitely gonna miss it so much sbb dh terbiasa. pagi2...park kat dpn lobby, turun pegi thumb in, me n jie kat lobby, zaza kena naik atas. pastu tunggu meg, kak amy to come n join the three of us for bfast. the people may change but mostly it'll be the five of us ;p. im gonna miss furqan, mtdc, maulana, bismillah, nasi kerabu bangi, nasi kerabu dpn maybank, kak midah...

2. Hanging out kat bilik diskusi

Kalu nk buat keje ataupun xde keje, this is the place to be. Most of the time..at least one of us will be there. and hanim salu ada, dok kat meja belah kiri. our port? belah kanan. ataupn mana2 port yg ada power supply..makan kat ctu, borak kt ctu...wat keje pn kat ctu.

3. Singgah sebentar menjenguk blk kak amy

ni mgg port terunggul seantero upm...huhu....byk kenangan kt cni woh...

4. The sleepovers

ramai2 mmg bedarik ye...ruang umah yg besa digunakan dgn sebaik mungkin...

5. Watching movies n tv shows

concert sume, ghost, nur kasih, spa q...

6. Badminton

men kat pusat sukan n kolej 11. salu kena warn ngan pak guard sbb masih pakai sticker zaman tok kadok

7. makan-makan n masak-masak kat umah...

8. little damia

after i accepted the offer, i'm starting to wonder, whether she's gonna remember me. i'm DEFINITELY gonna miss her damn much..

9. my messy room that most of the time, no one's allowed in just bcoz its so darn messy. haih..

10. pegi keje

the monday blues, bangun lmbt, jam xhingat kt traffic light pagi2, dengan keto Gggalo segala bagai. pastu kalu sampai, mesti cakap " Ya Allah..hari2 lmbt...bilaaaaaaaaa la nk insaf" makin hari makin lmbt

11. lunch!!

mtdc, padang, banquet hall, furqan, makan-makan

i wrote this before i came back to bintulu. and sure enough, i am missing each and everything that was listed above. And so much more...rindu....

penyakitan

it's been a while, i know. i forgot to blog about the results for my second blood test. so it's confirmed. i.am.thalassemic. beta thalassemia minor, to be exact. no biggie. it's just that i'm probably slightly paler than most people. And as i mentioned before, I may COLLAPSE anytime. not funny.

so the thing is, when i get married...let me rephrase...IF i get married, i must make sure that my future husband isnt thalassemic too. hmmph. btw, i had a dream last night. mimpi kena patuk ular. does this have anything to do with anything? nah...probably not. not for me at least..huhu..

Natijahnya, "Sudahkah anda menjalani ujian talasemia?"

Amy Mastura (",)

Slept with a smile on my face last night...;p

'HAPPY Ramadhan with Amy Mastura'...that's what made my day yesterday..

She was everything that i imagined she would be. Down to earth, funny, sweet, with a smile forever pasted on her face...

Met her twice before, once in sarawak, and once in sabah...but this time....it was extra special. i get to spent time with her with less crowd breathing near my neck...for a good 3-4 hours. Even managed to sneak a few chats with her one on one...;p

owh and she kinda reminds me of hanis zalikha in a way...mcm ada iras pulak in certain angles..

yeah i'm HAPPY.

just one pic for a sneak peak...;p

microcytic hypochromic anaemia

can't help but feel somewhat intelligent whenever i say it...

that's what i was diagnosed with. but that's just the first stage...so i need go for "further investigation".....

i might still be anaemic. But most probably, i'll be thalassemic (setelah digoogle sbb xreti nk eja)....coz my mom just found out that she has minor thalassemia...so yeah...

well this 'so called' condition has almost cost me my new job offer...they said i could "collapse" anytime....sigh...hope not..

so this Pathlab that i went to this morning is gonna determine what my real condition is...whatever it is, wish me luck...

for the job, i mean...

some pics from my phone

just wanna store some of the pictures i took using my cell. a little momento. each picture sends me back to the time when i took them. and they make me smile..

first up...me n my sis o'ol..always love annoying pictures like this

us again..me trying to look cute but ended up looking choked, as always

the day i received my package of umm zakiyyah's books

my cousin sufi, at his soccer practise...'twas great fun watching lil kids play football...so cute

nabil sufi

a blooming sunflower at my workplace...eng fac, upm.

third eye!! my cute lil doodoll...owh he's not exactly little btw...huhuhu

my brother nazrin, when he just got back from school

the beach near my home...konon2 kmpg nelayan yg aman damai la kan...walaoponnn.

midvalley parking space...amik gamba sbb takut xjumpa keta...i should get rid of this one i know

this was the time when a friend spilled her green apple kasturi when we had dinner at secret recipe alamanda. sedih..

Riri, Kak eli's daughter's birthday

i secretly took this pic at a warehouse sale in damansara n mms it to my mom...bought one for her later (with her money) ;p

little damia..with her crazy hair huhuhu..hey sexy lady!

luv this. geram pipi tembam

our cat, miley, sleeping in a basket...how cute

the three of us... with me barely making it into the picture.

They're HERE!!!

*Jumping up and down excitedly* The books are here!! The books are here!! i was momentarily hysterical (don't i always...*roll eyes*) when i was handed the much awaited parcel.. syiok banget!!

Here it is...

to: neena kemp

The trilogy;

If I Should Speak

A Voice

Footsteps

and

Realities of Submission

I've been searching hi n lo for these books for so long and now here they are...

came to me directly from The States

*happy*

episodes

hhmmphh...after a few episodes of unfortunate events that happened lately...i feel kinda depressed, and when i'm depressed, i'll start to feel very lonely...like i'm all alone. like "i'm not alone but i'm lonely" sorta thing, if u know what i mean..

and when i'm lonely, i'll start to miss my family. my home, my cat, i'll bring myself back to the old times and i'll have this hollow feeling inside me that i could not explain..like a jigsaw puzzle with a missing piece..i dunno.

empty. yes, that's it. empty...

asal dramatic sgt entry kali ni? entah.

my achy breaky heart

i just dont understand myself. my emotional-dramatic-irrational-sensitive self. will i ever find out who i really am? the real me? pelik2. will anybody ever understand me? is there gonna be someone out there who will truly accept me for who i am...no questions asked? without ever being

oh-so-judgmental??

probably not.

i cant even handle myself hahaha....

note to self:

change for the better...

just uploaded..

had a bit of a chat with kak zai tadi...sambil2 tu dok share gamba2 petunangan nana. pastu baru teringat, masa post pasal pegi majlis nana haritu, tak upload pn gamba2 kan? hmmph..beklah. so let me...

me, meg and zaza on our way to temerloh (dun worry, the car's in a complete stop ;p)

girl's road trip..

the bride to be...

now someone's fiancee

yes. me with the kids...

Barney is a dinasour from our imagination,

and when he's tall he's what we call.....

somehow this particular kid caught my attention...wanna know why?...she reminded me so much of my childhood. i used to look a lot like her, the hair and all..back when i was a sumkinda loner in my own weird way..sigh...painful memories...

Huda in action...cousin nana pny anak...huhuhu...combel.

here and there and everywhere

hmm...let me just jot a few things down here for safekeeping...

- kak eli pindah fakulti layen..

- men bedminten pukul angin

- mikail meninggal

- columbia asia hospital

- aksi lucah sang cicaks

- durian free

sah? sah malas nk update...

apa lagi ek?

yes, i have short-term memory loss.