An 'open letter' to Ajie Chem

Hello Jie, by the time you read this, you are already someone's wife. A wife to another friend of mine. I'm so very happy for you. Can't believe it's been a little more than 8 years, I've been waiting for this day for THAT long. And i'm glad it's finally happened. I was there when it all started, and tomorrow, I will be there when it....starts again. A whole new chapter. A new beginning. InsyaAllah. And hopefully I'll be there to meet your children, and your children's children ;p. InsyaAllah.

I'm so happy for you. Both of you. (pause jap, sebak...)

I wish all the best for both of you. It won't always be easy, you know better. But Allah will help you along the way, my friends. Be strong, hold on. For each other. I will always pray for the best. For all my friends.

Selamat Pengantin Baru. Semoga perkahwinan anda berdua berada di bawah lindungan Allah selalu.

Love, Neena Kemp.

Can't sleep.

It's 1:00 am and i can't sleep. And i have work tomorrow. Yes on a saturday. I work half day on saturdays.

So as i was saying, i've been tossing and turning, but my mind is still wide awake. I keep thinking about...things. Nonsense. Mostly. Teeny tiny little things that aren't supposed to matter but they bother you, still. I can't put my finger on exactly what they are but they're there. All jumbled up in my head. Lingering. Hanging. Auff.

I guess you can tell that i'm actually just typing away here. I don't really know what i'm talking about. I'm not making any sense but i keep going anyway. You shouldn't be reading this cause if you are, you're better off doing something else. Like watching the paint dry or something. Or have some nuggets or something.

I'm actually typing this with one eye closed. You see i'm myopic. But this rabunness has become so bad that without my glasses, i can't even read unless the thing's a few inches, say 15cms, away from my nose. And i have to focus with only one eye because the degrees for each eyes are relatively different. In short, i go juling without my glasses.

I'm babbling aren't i. Ok i better sleep now. Getting dizzy typing and seeing with only one eye. Plus silau summore in this darkness. Goodnight.

Here's my window. No edit, no filter. Just, window.

You reckon?

I reckon i should start blogging again. I want something to look back to as i go along. Some memories i can hold on to, not just vaguely in my head, and not exactly on print, either. Just here, floating around on the internet. Forever.

But mostly because i have access to my blog account on my phone now so i ran out of excuses NOT to update my blog (unless i don't have internet or the line's sucky 'fcourse). But i foresee my entries are gonna be shorter this time around. First, cause i'll be composing on my phone. Second, cause i'm so used to twitter already. But, i'll see what i can do ;p. So yeah.

Hmm..I have tons of unpublished drafts since yesteryear so i might come up with old, outdated news somewhere along the line. So, check out them old calender if you're interested. Cause i'll prolly publish them as per the date i drafted them so i won't get my chronology mixed up. Or something.
Till next time! Chiao!