eczema and routines...

The title doesnt make any sense, i know..... just forget it.

It's just that,

I'm sick of routines...

I'm sick of waking up in the morning to face the same old, same old, doing the same old same old stuff over and over again.

At the same time, i wonder, where would we be without routines? (adoiii poyo)

I admit I will be lost without such

sence of familiarity, sence of belonging,

comfort and stability. (siyes poyo)


I'd be wandering around aimlessly....in a daze...eh ke dh memang macam tu?

Oh well....I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired of being

sick

and

tired.

I know i should be thankful. MORE than thankful. I know that. Syukur ALHAMDULILLAH...

I should just be thankful that i could still wake up in the morning, knowing that not everyone is that lucky.

I should be thankful that i can still be sick and tired of my life, knowing that not everyone can even be bothered to realize how sick and tired they are.

I should be thankful that i can still whine and cry like a spoilt brat macam sekarang.

When i know very well that i should be the sensible and mature 25-year-old, like i'm supposed to.

But pardon moi, as the title of this blog indicates...I AM NOT.YET. A.WOMAN. MUAHAHAHAHahaha.... go figure.

But still,.......once again. ALHAMDULILLAH.... i really DO have a lot to thank for and appreciate..smile neena. you're alive.

Despite the fact that my eczema's getting worst by the day...and it's getting bigger and bigger and it's

BUGGING ME BIG TIME!!!