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August 21, 2007

making myself useful

Hi people! after a series of unfortunate events before, now i'm anxiously anticipating 'the day'. in the mean time, i'm making myself useful by sewing my baju raya. ooops...saje je saspen. bukan jahit baju. jahit leher nyer jek. ni haa..jait karipap. chewah2.. hep hep..sapa nk tempah kuikui...harap maaf sofa itu telah ditebuk oleh binatang peliharaan, harap maklum. dok wat mende ni ler lately. it's what i do every year. sonok gak senarnye.

act skrg ni tgh fenin pk nk stay mana. hmm...stay ngan memember alkisahnyer. can't wait to see them. although i'm pretty much dispirited by a few really bad news, i'm just praying for the best for everybody. I know it must feel like the end of the world. I know its tough. Hang in there.

August 16, 2007

Thank GOD...

Syukur ALHAMDULILLAH...I'm very very thankful. Thank u GOD sooo much for what u have given me. It's overwhelming to the extent that I'm not quite sure if I deserved it. Thank you so much. I couldn't ask for more. It wouldn't have happen if it weren't for u. Alhamdulillah.....
It hasn't been easy for me. Really, it hasn't. No sireeee. I've been thru so much. Mentally, Emotionally. Me and my friends. While everyone else was breezing thru it all, we were struggling, hanging on for dear life. Maybe it was the course that we took. I don't know. I've watched some given up, some buried deep and couldn't get out, some just dissapeared..guess they couldn't take it anymore. Thank GOD we made it. Maybe it was because we had each other. Nobody else could ever understand what we've been through. Nobody except us. And as for me, I was not the typical math geek. I love math, don't get me wrong. But I have to admit I was one of the slower ones when it comes to catching up with all the lectures. I guess I just need more time than others. Nonetheless, I tried my best, pushing myself all the way to the end. And now it's all worth it. I can finally make this... ...come true (sori gambo cemomot ;p). I can finally make my parents proud of me. I've finally traced -more or less- a decent track for my younger siblings to follow and of course, surpass. My job here is done. It may not be as good, but I'm more than thankful for what GOD has given me. Now, it's time for me to grow up. To take that giant step to adulthood. Wish me luck! *help! yikes!*

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