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December 31, 2010

Saje je

Aci x kalu i buat entry ni semata-mata sbb hari ni last day 2010? 

Mmg entry ni jenis tangkap muat (tu pn kalau muat) pny la.

Eh ok2. I'll try to make this post worth writing/reading.

Hmm, I just got back from a 10-day holiday last week. From 16th to 26th December. 
We went to:

SINGAPORE
  • Universal Studios Singapore. Let me remind u NOT to go there on school holidays. You'll suffocate and end up queueing and queueing until u can't queue no more. We only went on 2 rides. And each ride took us 2 hours on average just WAITING IN LINE. But we had a great lunch, we had fun going into many different souvenir shops, taking pictures and stuff. Nothing much compared to Movie World though.
  • Rumah Nyai (Nya ii) and Yai (Ya ii). Wah suddenly so Jawa. Nyai = nenek and Yai = atok. My mom was born in Singapore so my Nyai and Yai are her Aunt and Uncle who still lives there because they're Singaporean. But my Mom's Nyai and Yai are Indonesians. Apakah?? *tetiba sedih Indon kalah AFF Suzuki bagi pihak*. So basically Nyai and Yai are my Great Aunt and Great Uncle. My real Nyai is my Nenek. I don't call her Nyai cause she's not Javanese. She's Johorean Malay. But she's now in Jakarta for a trip. Apakah?? And my real Yai is neither in Malaysia NOR Singapore. He's in the Philippines. Whom I've never met before in my whole life. *Okay now I'm all confused*
  • Jalan-jalan shopping complex Singapore yg canggih manggih. They even had underground malls weeee!!
  • Went on a Night Tour with some other tourists. -A couple form Germany, A couple from Australia, Mother and daughter from Indonesia, and the 5 of us. And the FUNNIEST thing is, the tour guide brought us to the ROYAL SELANGOR. LOL. Macam orang Sarawak melancong pg KL pastu beli kek lapis Deja Moss T_T.

JOHOR
  • Tinggal rumah Nenek (this is the one that we don't call Nyai coz she's not Javanese hahah) for a few days.
  • All of us (except nenek sbb ada meeting katanya) went for a movie outing beramai-ramai bersama Usu, Pak Usu dan sepupu sepapat. We watched *inhales* HANTUKAKLIMAHBALIKRUMAH. Bahahahah. Bahahah. Hahah.
  • Rent a car and drove to.....

KL
  • Stayed at Berjaya apartments.
  • On Christmas Eve, walked to Bintang Walk and was damn shocked with everything. KL mcm.. Hish xtau nk ckp apa. Malu.
  • Jatuh gedebukk depan Low Yat and hurt my knee (msh lebam and scratched). 
  • Xsmpat nk singgah Excelsa yg dirindui. =(

Okla..dh nk kol 12 dh ni. Kang xjd post terakhir, jd post terawal. =_="

Happy New Year! May this year be better than the last. All the best to you!!!



December 3, 2010

A 'big' deal for a 'little' me

Hi there!! How's everything? Good at least, I hope =).

Well for me, it's been exceptional.
I'm still in Penang, btw. I'm in my hotel room waiting for myself to be ready to go out for some Nasi Kandar action!! heheh..

First off, I sat for an exam today. After hanging on for dear life through the 4-day course, it's time to show what we're worth =). Wasn't expecting the exam to be that big a deal until we've actually been given the question papers. The questions were sealed i-tell-you...and opened in front of our eyes just like all the other formal exams. fuyyoh terus nebes. dub dab dub dab.

International Statistical Classification of Diseases and Related Health Related Problems, 10th Revision (ICD-10) Certification Coder Level 1 kicked off.

40 questions to answer in 2 hours. 

Basically we have 40 diagnoses to code in 2 hours. Berpoloh-poloh.

We can use anything on the face of the earth to help us do the coding. Except to text or call someone and ask for the code la kan -_-". And of course, our best buddies,

 
..::Tiga Sekawan::..

It's because the purpose of this whole thing is not the means of HOW u get the code, but getting the CORRECT code for any given diagnoses. But of course you have to know HOW la kan, utk dpt code yg betol.
Betol Betol Betol!!

Here's how it works. All 29 of us will sit for the certification coder Level 1. After that, we'll go and eat our bfast outside the exam room. They'll check our answers straight away, print out the results and paste the results for everyone to see. Only the selected names (hi-lighted, in this case) will sit for the next level.

In order to get to Level 2, you have to get at least 36 over 40. In other words, tidak boleh salah lebih daripada 4. 

The same goes for Level 2. You also need to get at least 36/40. Only 4 wrongs are allowed to continue.

We were told that so far in Malaysia, only ONE person who actually passed Level 2. Only ONE. Tringin nak jumpa orang tu mintak otograf. 

When we sat for the exam this morning, turned out there were a few orang gomen yg dtg semata2 nk exam. Kira otai la dlm bab2 coding-mengoding ni. Mesti dh boring pg kursus. Masuk exam terus senang.

Siyes masa kursus ni, 4 hari dok keje cari code sampai temuntah-muntah!! *tipu*

Lepas habis berhempas-pulas berpeluh-peluh dlm blk aircond jwb soklan Level 1, makan bfast pun tak lalu. *tipu*

Lepas makan, lepak2 borak2 smbl nebes tunggu result. Masa dia tampal result, semua org serbu tgk. So i pi la masuk dalam amik beg dulu sbb nnt dah malu nak amik beg dan keluar membawa diri huhuhu....

Masa amik beg, dengar la sorang cikgu(speaker) ckp kat sapa ntah.
Ada 2 orang je lepas. At least ada jgk sorang wakil private.
 Dlm hati ku berbisik,
Hokk alohhh. 2 org je? Hmmpphh.. nk lunch lama lg pulak nk tunggu...
So i went out and start to look for Su, my friend kt kursus ni yg duduk seblah i hari2 =)

Masa tgh cari Su di tgh2 ribuan (tipu) org yg tgh tgk result, si Dayana menyapa.
La, buat pe amik beg?? U lepas la!! 
Apa pulak....
Iye, cuba tgk tu!
Dua org je la...
La...pi tgk cepat. (siap tarik tangan bagai)
DUB DAB DUB DAB.

Lambat sikit nk nmpk sbb rabun n ramai org.

Datang pulak sorang lagi.

Tahniah2! Haaa.....beriya je nebes tadi. Tu pegi Gurney Plaza mlm td, kalau tak pegi, dok blk study dpt 100% *menipu je dia ni hahah*
Masih tak percaya sbb this sort of thing doesn't happen to someone like me ok. But it did. Because Allah made it possible. Alhamdulillah..My score was 92.5.

A few more congratulations, and people began to disperse. Malu gilewwww. Telinga panas. Muka merah *tipu*. Jantong dubdab. Tangan menggigil.

Mengendaaaappppp je kat luar pintu sbb malew nk masuk. Only when they started calling my name baru tercendawan-cendawan nk masuk.

The 2 of us sat next to each other. Tapi jauh2 la. Meja panjang. Rupanya yg sorang lg tu geng speaker2 rupanya. Terus rasa kerdil. Dia ada geng, I xde geng. Tak aci pun?

We were informed that we will receive a certificate for passing Level 1 Yeehaw!!

Level 2 starts.

GILA PENING!! DUA JAM MANA CUKUP!!

Tapi I was distracted the first few minutes sbb sengih sensorang. Maklomla i xbiasa dlm situasi mcm ni. Skolah dulu kureng. Matric pn kureng. Universiti pn kureng. So maafla kalau akak teruja terlebih.
Culture shock, katanya.

Masa jwb exam asyik la tegaru-garu kepala. Ingatkan kalau garu bole dapat ilham.

Stress. Tiba-tiba dah habis 2jam. I left out 6 questions. Tak sempat doh. SAH-SAH LA TAK LEPAS.

Turun bawah makan lunch sensorang. The speakers pn turun and cakap I dpt 47.5%, Akak sorang lg dpt 50%.

Allah bagi dugaan after dugaan, semua ada hikmahnya. What happened to me was a perfect example of God's undeniable mysteries. Alhamdulillah syukur. Let it be a lesson and a reminder for us all =)

As stated in my fb status,

The event itself was a blessing on it's own, and suddenly I'm blessed with even more blessings. Am so very humbled and thankful..


I was referring to this event. God shows His love in the most unexpected ways. We just have to know where to look.

November 29, 2010

Neena jadi ibu selama 4 jam sahaja.

Ok. Time to talk about yesterday's larger than life experience. I took a maswings flight from BTU to KCH  at 1235hrs. Touched down, grab my luggage and berlari-lari anak terhuyung-hayang sambil menyandang beg yg sangat berat. Rushed to the AirAsia check in counter to check in for Penang. And surprise, surprise....excess luggage, RM40 terbang melayang di tengah padang. So I went to the other counter to pay and waited in line.

The culprit that made dents on my shoulders. And made me pay RM40.

Here's where it all began. As i waited, someone tapped on my shoulder yg sdg menaggung beban backpack berat, and asked.
Nak balik penang ke?
Mmm...ha'ah. Penang check-in blah sana.
Eh tak, ni akak balik Penang kaa...
Ha'ah.
Aaa...tak, sebenaqnya, sy nk mintak tolong....Tolong pegang anak sy ni. Bawak naik flight.
She was holding a newborn in her arms.

I panicked. What does she mean? Wat muka blur jap.

Bole tak akak tolong dukung dia dalam flight, nnt sy bayar tambang dia.
HAH?? tak paham? Abih dia nk pi mana?

Someone came and said something to her and someone else said to me.

Dia ada masalah keluarga. Suami dia xjd blk. Patutnya suami dia blk skali bole dukung anak dia. Dia ada sorang lg anak kecik umur setahun lebih. Xde org nk pegang baby.
Immediately I let out a sigh of relief and said
Oooo....boleh boleh boleh. Xde masalah. =)
Sebenarnya dah excited tak hingat sbb bole pgg baby lama2 for once hihi =p

So the girl, which i found out later is 23yrs old, came back to me and said

Boleh tak kak? Saya kena bwk anak sy lagi sorang. Akak tolong letak dia ni atas riba nnt.
Bolehhh...=) Brapa umur dia? Dh sebulan blom? 
33 hari.
Oooo...baru nyer lagi......
Ha'a. Terpaksa blk. Tp ayah dia pulak xjd blk. Kalu tak, ayah dia yg pegang. Tapi dia cancel last minute.
Me, registered with an infant hahah!!
And then I helped carry the baby as she went to help the other woman, who turned out to be her sister in-law, to check in and stuff. A few minutes holding the baby, people around me started giving me double takes and one woman actually asked me how old the baby was. I answered and she asked whether I was still in confinement. BAHAHAH!!!! I had to explain that I'm not the baby's mother huhuhu.

But from that moment on, I became the baby's mommy hahah!! She was in my arms from before check in, masa scan barang, masa check pasport/ic, masa jalan pg Gate 1, masa queue nk boarding.

Masa nk scan barang tu, pakcik polis tolong bukakkan back pack. And sandangkan blk backpack. Merasa perasaan ibu2 yg ada anak kecik. Hihihihi.

Tp yg plg siksa sbb back pack bapak berat. And I was also carrying the mom's handheld bag (quite heavy too hihi) anddd my sling bag. With the baby in my arms. Kesian baby... I have to juggle her while I was switching and adjusting the bags hanging all over my body. She was restless. Kesian giler.

And finally, after a painstakingly long queue to board the plane, at last we're in. And guess what. The mom's seat was at 9E, and mine was 28F. What-am-i-gonna-do!! Terpaksa pg jugak sbb ada ramai org kat blakang. Smpt mintak susu baby je. Lupa nk mintak pampers eh diapers.

Benci gila dpt seat belakang. I have this thing about sitting at the back of airplanes. Kemungkinan untuk get sick and muntah adalah agak tinggi. Risau giler. Harap-harap baby behave. Neena tolong jgn muntah atas baby T_T.

Well she didn't. She sleeps and wakes up crying every 5minutes. NOT KIDDING. Nasib baik dpt tdokan blk everytime. Tp dia mmg akan bangun byk kali jgk. It's the air pressure. Dia tak selesa. Skt telinga kot. KESIAN. I kept staaaring at her masa dia tido. She has eyebags under her eyes. I can feel that she's stressed. Sedih tgk dia. Poor poor baby. Masa tu dh loya2. Baru tingat xmkn lagi. Dh kol 3.45. Perut ada roti canai pg td je. Seb baik ada sandwich from my previous maswings flight. Terus amik sandwich sumbat dlm mulut cepat2.

Suddenly i felt it. Prroooooooooottttttttt.. Baby berak hahaha...Muka dia dh merah menangis mintak tukar pampers. I quickly panggil steward yg lalu.
Excuse me, bole tolong tak. Mintak pampers kat pompuan yg dok kat seat 9E? Baby berak hihi... Thank you.
Pastu the mom pn datang to the rescue. So me, the mom, baby and big sister semua masuk lavatory. Nsb baik xsmpt nk claustrophobic ms tu. The mom changed baby's diapers, and terus nurse the baby while i layan big sister. Gila aktif budak tu. Uuiihhh...nk bukak pintu, nk cuci tgn, nk dukung, nk masuk tgn dlm toilet bowl, nk bukak kasut, nk pasang kasut.

Lps tu, thankfully, ada seat kosong kat depan, so we can all sit in one row. Baby sambung nursing lagi. Mmg kuat menyusu, patutla merengek. Masa duduk sama tu, she told me more about herself and her family. I pity her. Listening to her made me thankful. All the while, si kakak ni xbole duduk diam pulak. I had to put my leg across the side to stop her from getting to the isle.Dok turun naik kerusi, suh bukak kasut, pakaikan kasut lg haha, Koyak2 menu and pamphlet, tarik rambut baby...fuyoh. Nk kena babab ni. Nasib baik anak org ngehngeh. Mmg penyabar la mak dia. Dgn baby yg tak habis2 lagi menyusu badan dari kuar toilet td. 10 minutes before landing baru I pegang blk baby I ngehehe while she takes care of big sister.

Dh sampai. Masih terkial-kial jalan bawak baby dgn tiga beg keliling pinggang. Rasa mcm christmas tree pn ada. Byk ornaments. Dh terel giler pgg baby sebelah tgn. Mmg prektis takhingat laa....=p Siap bole ambik angkat bagasi lg smbl memegang baby. Tetiba sebak rasa mcm ibu tunggal =(.

Lps tu, ingatkan dh nk berlalu pg amik taxi blk hotel. Tp org yg amik mereka2 ni xsmpi lg. Baby pulak meragam. Si kakak spt biasa berlari ke sana ke mari tanpa henti. TANPA HENTI. Sian mak dia xhabis pantang lg dok kejar dia, dukung dia. Hadoiiihh...sedih.

So I stayed for almost an hour with them, juggling the 2 kids. Tuka2 shift dgn the mom. Ya Allah. Baru 2 org, dh rasa mcm nk pengsan. Baru jaga kejap. Mcm mana ni? Can I be a good mom? Tetiba bermonolog sendirian. Risau dgn masa dpn anak sendiri nnt wakaka!! Mampukah aku??

So that was my day yesterday. After they went, I purchased a taxi ticket and bought a MILO McFlurry. TAKBOLEHTAHAN! Sedap giler dowh. Lg sdp dr cornetto and oreo. ^.^ And I smiled a tired smile all the way to the hotel.


 Panjang la pulak citer. Can't wait to read this again a few years from now. Kenangan beb.

November 27, 2010

Like in the movies

Today, i had my very first experience with a shrink. Whoa. Doesn't matter how i ended up seeing a shrink, just don't start getting any ideas that i'm going psycho or something. LOL. Even if i am, it's nothing new for me...lmao.

So i felt like i was some character in a movie. Minus lying down on a couch, that is, =_=". It was...hmmm more or less like i've always imagined. Somewhat overwhelming, to say the least. But it was quite an interesting experience. It's nice having someone listen to you for a change. Cause I prefer to see myself as a listener, instead of the one being listened to.
Would i do it again? Maybe not anytime soon =p.

November 25, 2010

The tough gets going

Hi! What's up people!!

Hope November has been treating u well.

Can't wait for PENANG this weekend. Will be attending the ICD Coding course for 
FIVE DAYS STRAIGHT!! 
FROM EIGHT TO FIVE EVERYDAY!!

Hoping it will be a fun trip. A chance to unwind...kan kan kan???!!!


Uuuuu since we're talkin about work, I have an assistant now yayy!! (bajet mcm bos besar je ada assistant bagai. Harap jgn terpedaya)
I don't run a one-man-show anymore yayyyy!! Thank God for Syiqin =). Now that I have her, I no longer feel suffocated and helpless. Getting ready for work is not that much of a drag anymore. My work has become a lot more organized already! After only 4 days! Hoping it will stay that way woohooo!! 
Sikit lagi nk merasa berenang dlm lautan kertas yg melimpah ruah. Kesian pokok. 

Now I don't have to worry my crazy little head off, whenever i'm on leave or when i have to go on courses like the one I'm going to next week. That's a big-ass burden being lifted off my already hunched shoulders. 

November 19, 2010

SEMBAB

pernah tak anda menangis sampai lebam? sampai demam? kalau xpernah boleh cuba.



November 15, 2010

prolly one of the hardest to publish

They say you'll never know if you don't try. There's no harm trying. Well darlin',
It's easier said than done.
I'm talking about relationships bytheway..

Don't get me wrong here, I love watching happy people being happy.
But with happiness comes sacrifices. You have to give something to get something back in return. But not everyone is strong enough to understand and say out loud that in the end, all of it will be worth the risk.

That is one of the reasons why i've always lived like this. I prefer to
keep a comfortable distance.
 I can't remember when did I put up this invisible wall around me. Guess you can say that I'm sorta content with loneliness that I don't feel too much of it anymore. I'm so used to it that it doesn't bother me anymore. Maybe once in a while, but not so much. The secret? God, family and friends.

Does any of these sound familiar?



Now I just have to find my only exception. Maybe I have, maybe I haven't. I really don't have a clue. I leave it all in the hands of The Almighty. He knows me more than I know myself.

I feel like summing it all up this way. Instead of just asking "Do you love me?", maybe we should add "Do you think I'm gonna be worth the risk?" for good measure. What do you think?

I know i sound paranoid. Hahah!! Just one of the weird issues i have with myself. Me and my insecurities T____T. Still trying to get over it. I'm sure I will. Someday, InsyaAllah.

"And I'm on my way to believing". Help me believe.

October 30, 2010

Ibarat kain putih

Haa...amik kau. Dh rajin sgt pulak dh update hari2. Takpe. Saya yakin ini hanya sementara. Biasalah, emosi wanita(wanita!!) ni bukan boleh harap sgt. 
Ikut suka dia je.
  
Kanak-kanak ibarat kain putih.


Kain putih pakai kain putih
Takperlu lah baby omputeh. Ok, baby comel di negara orang, lebih baik baby sendiri.
*AIK?!?


Skang, siapa berani cakap budak kat bawah ni tak comel mmg nk kena lempang lajulaju. Cakap la cakap. Cuba la kalu berani!! Meh cni meh!! 
Nnt jap sy carik org lain tolong lempangkan.


Adlynn Eryna


Yang ni pulak mmg sedia maklum la...



Mia Sara Nasuha
Asal sumer budak spesis rambut cendawan ni sumer comel2?
Dorang makan apa ek smpi comel begini?

Patutla.

The question is, adakah budak berambut cendawan butang je yg comel? Tak semestinya....ni pon comel jgk. Budak cina jawa celup ni. =p

Cakk!!
Ayden Zhichuen Rashid

And of course. Budak yg menghiasi wallpaper hp sy dari October 2009 smpi hari ini. (Nnt dh jd kacang lupakan kulit, mulala letak gamba lain pulak, biasala wanita manusia)



alololoooo...syg mia!


Damia Zahirah


Last but not least. Ini pon comey jua.
Kesian kena buli bunga bunga



October 29, 2010

Novel melayu tangkap leleh

Ini entri Bahasa Melayu sepenuhnya.
Memandangkan sy baru sahaja selesai membaca novel terbaru karya (karya!) Siti Rosmizah yg bertajuk ni ha...


Memandangkan sudah bertahun-tahun sy tidak membaca novel berbahasa melayu, agak teruja apabila mendapati novel ini memenuhi toko buku popular sehingga tidak cukup rak. Setelah menganalisa di dunia internet tentang novel ini, maka saya pun tertarik untuk membelinya. Kerana saya memang cukup meminati buku/novel/drama/filem/iklan yg tangkap nangis@tangkap hingus.

Memandangkan saya dah menangis berbesen-besen air mata dan air hidung, sy suka buku ini. Dalam pada itu, saya juga turut gelak sorang-sorang sambil ketuk2 dahi dgn novel.

Memandangkan saya dh lama tak berkecimpung dalam bidang novel melayu ni, saya mengalami kesukaran untuk menghadapi kenyataan hidup dunia realiti sebaik sahaja selesai menghabiskan 810 mukasurat novel tersebut.

Ini dari sistem pesanan ringkas yg saya hantar kepada rakan baik saya bernama fiza sebagai bukti.
U, i bgn td kan, rs sebak sbb i dh anggap diorg mcm keluarga i sendiri. Asal i pndg je buku tu, rs cm i dh tgglkn sbhgian dr kisah hidup i. Knp i rs mcm ni fz? Kenapa!?
Di mana dia membalas dengan
Gilakk u ni. Mula2 bc msg u, igt sapa la kluarga u tu. Benda ni take time skit. Sbb bnd u wat hr2, mst ada krinduan. cewah ayt xblh blah. nnt 2,3 hr ok la tu.. 
HAHAH!!!! Tapi serius ntah apa2. Nasib baik sudah pulih seperti sedia kala. Poyo lah neena.


October 28, 2010

Drama Melayu

Meh-meh cni nk update. Tadi baru lps meeting gempak gilos dr tgh hari sampai kol 5 kt hotel New World Suites. Meeting ni dgn CEO dtg dr kl tu haa..so hagaklaaa kan. Memula lunch kt restaurant hotel. Masa tu mmg makan tak ingat dunia smpi tambah nasi 2 kali. Jakun kah dpt mkn free? Lps mkn pi naik tingkat 10, masuk meeting room. Fuyoh dasat dh rasa mcm drama melayu, meeting dgn share holder syarikat kepunyaan ayah yg merupakan seorang Dato'.

Tgh syok2 berbincang dan mengangguk buat2 paham, tea break la pulak. Byk pulak tu makanan tea break mcm lunch kali ke2. Muntakedarah lg. Lps mkn mihun+ayam+popia+desert, sambung blk. And then came my turn to present my report from my dprtmnt. Ntah kenapa dah tak nebes sgt. Kali ni pipi tak menggigil mcm selalu. Slide nyer ada 7 je so.......ting-tang-ting-tang-alexander.......dh siap present. And the CEO commented, "I like your slides". Which i modestly replied, "Thank you...heheh" pastu wajib sengeh mcm kerang ni. 


Pastu dh nk blk kan, i smpt grab satu popiah. And masa tgh menyumbat popiah dlm mulut, ada la pulak CEO kt tepi tu and he smiled and said, again, "I like your slides". Masa tu dh musykil, eh mamat ni sindir aku ke? Because my slides were yg plg terburuk skali dgn background putih, dan bar chart dan pie chart sematamata. Walhal org lain pny gempak-baikpunyer-palingcun-wow ada tulisan pusing2, kaler oren, warna-warni, siap ada map negeri sarawak gituh. And i just did my slides this morning. Mmg last minute giler. Xpela. Redho.

Saja je nk kaburkan mata korang dgn cerita merapu ni, padahal nk bgtau org puji slide presentation dia cheh! Ok2. Sebenarnya...as tomorrow is the 29th of October, saya nk wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to a very good friend of mine, CIK JEHAN BAHRI a.k.a AJIE CHEM!!! Semoga perjalanan hidup u sentiasa dipermudahkan, semoga mendapat rezeki yg melimpah ruah, semoga cpt naik pelamin winkwink dan semoga diberkati oleh Allah selalu di dunia dan di akhirat. Love u lots..Muahmuah!! 

Haaa.....ayok...mana satu bday girl, ayok....


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